Sleepwalking

i am out there in the dark watching life from a projector, i sometimes confuse them with dreams, that catch my spirit when im asleep.I have many things to treasure, yet i find myself apart from the gold at shore and on the rocks at sea. I know the map of life i will face obstacles and for wrong choices consequences. you can wear me around your finger and my mood would stay the same, because behind this smile is a sorrow waiting for a change. I want to have the faith that many do have even in those trying times your the first to laugh. My heart is torn for the many things i could not do over, for the many lives i could have saved if i placed them on my shoulders. Im not a selfish person in fact i care too often wondering if god had ever thought of making the earth a coffin. I despise with a passion the evil in this world,And yet that same evil surrounds me driving me into this nightmare i carry in my mind, Sleepwalking throughout the day, All unaware of the war not far behind, this canvas made of skin, the soul can not come out yet the evil can force its way in. My heart carries light that seems to be fading,im calling to god by the power of praying,and yet I am alone out there in the dark watching life from a projector, i sometimes confuse them with dreams, that catch my spirit when im asleep.